Do you remember your very first love? Coincidentally, mine was not that long ago. He was my best friend. It was undeniable that we were meant to be. I guess he just didn't see it that way. He led me on for three years, giving me hope the whole way. We'd get so close to being together, then something would happen. I thought that I was over him, and moved on. But talking to him like I did tonight tells me otherwise. I will always love him. No matter how much I tell myself that I hate him, I know that it's impossible.